hahahahha, I can't resist. Nobody care's "how" you are. I think the problem is that you post on here but don't listen to a word anyone says. Can you see how that might be? I mean honestly, re-read your posts.
You want to be a martyr, for what I'm not sure. No one is being mean, people are just trying to be heard by you...
I know this post is completely pointless but c'mon man, get it together. No one cares that you are 100% gay boy, whatever that is. Open up your ears fruitcup!!!!